My Confession

If you're looking for a guy who's covered with holliness, speaks about black and white, then i'm not the one.

If you're looking for a guy who spends 5 days at Church and always do services on Sunday, then for sure i'm not the one.

if you're looking for a guy who able to remember a lot of verses and put them in words he speaks, then i believe i'm not the one.

I'm a person who
makes quite a mistakes in life. i admit it and i'm not proud of it. if they're white then i'm red. if they're the disciples then i'm the thief hung in a cross saying "Jesus when You're in Your Kingdom, could you please remember me.."

I'm a person who lives in real life. i'm not saying they live in a dream world, maybe they just live in a different real life from mine. in my world there're a lot of grays, that makes me being a "Got to learn the hard way" person.

i'm a person who think my service is what i do in my life. i do my service when i'm doing my training and coaching session, encourage people that they can be way much better than this because i believe God doesn't create losers.

i'm a child in spirituality who need to learn a lot. i often make wrong statements or moves, but i won't deny it, coz it's my life. they made me who i am now.

But if you're looking for someone who you can trust, i'm willing to learn to keep your trust and try to never let you down.

If you're looking for a guy who won't judge you for what you did or who you are, then i'll learn to see only the beauty of you as God only see the beauty of me.

If you're looking for a guy who will settle down your storm, then i'd like to be the one because you have calmed my inner fears.

If you're looking for me..then i'm here...