My Life's Story and Thoughts: 2009

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Undone

Jakarta, 11 November 2009

When all your plans are made out lying on the floor And all your dreams are turning into nothing more When all your hope has left you know you're not alone When your whole world comes crashing to the ground Just hold on...Hold on

The Chronicles

October 14th 2009

Something different

Something Worth for

‘Evil’ Plan

Got support

Alliances

3 Partner in crime

Coordination

Place hunting

Tight Schedule

October 17th 2009

Coordination

Fix place

Kidnapping set up

Bring It On!

Jakarta, 21 August 2009

If Life’s about Hollywood, I’d be a blockbuster director trying to make a box office hits.

If Life’s about Olympics, I’d be a donkey in the horse race.

If Life’s about Symphony, I’d be a street musician playing Bach If Life’s about Color, I’d be black in the sky.

If Life’s about Experiments, I’d be error in perfection.

A Letter from The Forgiven Unforgivable

Jakarta, 27 July 2009

My name is not important. History doesn't record my name. Archeologist couldn't find a thing about me, or maybe they didn't want to. As I said, my name is not important as I am. But I want to tell you a story about me. A story about my life. A story from my point of view. A story from the first hand. A story I believe is very important for you to know. A story for the broken hearted. A story for the outsider. A story for the loner. A story for all of us. A story that could change your life.

My Head, My Life, My Problem, My Thought

Jakarta, 24 july 2009

At a time in your life, you will face a moment where your world's falling apart. Your dream betray you and walking away. Your ideal prototype life’s slithering slowly from your hand. You left behind with empty handed. You're at nowhere. Clueless. You're a stranger. You're alone.

I did.. I am...

3:21 Am

Jakarta, 23 July 2009

It's still 3:21 am, and i already woke up.

Can't get my head to stop thinking or close my eyes. Hope it's just a bad dream but it's reality...

My thought is still wandering "what if...", "should i...", "how could..."

Trying to gather the broken pieces deep inside..

Congratz to My Bro!

Jakarta, 15 June 2009

Just attended my bro's wedding yesterday.it was beautiful. Never thought gonna be tauched, but i was. Made me think 'bout how's mine gonna be.

Didn't know why little tears went down, maybe the ambience,maybe because of my parent's gallons happy tears, maybe because i've never seen my bro so emotional before...i didn't know why, what i know just one thing.. God was there and it was beautifull.

It was not a huge party, not full with protocols or people that the married couple don't even know who they are. It was simple, small, close, personal...love it.

Hope it'll last till forever... Go beyond dinner menu debate, room color debate, monthly bill...hope that no one will try to find an expired date in the wedding letter :) Congratz bro! Good luck :)

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

The Green Creature and Some of Us

Jakarta, 27 May 2009

Few days ago, eventually I watched the sequel of a huge green superhero full loaded with Gamma exposure. Yup finally I watched HULK 2. I’m not a superhero movie fans, but stories behind them are always interesting for me to think about. The stories behind aren’t as stunning as the cool mask or costume they wear. Not as strong as bulletproof armor they use. Not as fascinating as their special ability to fly or others.

Inside their cool mask, super hi-tech gadget that can give multi-organism

If I Could then I Would

Jakarta, 25 May 2009

If i could than i would i' ll go where ever you will go..

way up high or down low,i' ll go where ever you will go...

(taken from 'where ever you will go' by the Calling)

too bad i can't be that kind of person..

it needs a round 1 hours fastest to reach you (even though i already like too fast and too furious with 120 km/hour)..

i work from Nine to Six, sometimes from Nine to Ten Pm....

but i know a way to get you sooner and faster than anything...

STOP

Jakarta, 12 May 2009

In a competitive world right now,where we're given value and judged by efficiency and effectivity, 'STOP' (maybe) is an unaccceptable word.

Today we're taught that everyhting need to be faster. if Rome can be built in a day why must we wait for years. NOW is the key. Who is slow will be lost in competition. Everything is about being in the front and being a winner. Everything's about numero uno.