Reality Start Kicks in and Kills

It takes moments to digest what is happening.

It takes hours and reality starts kicks in and kills.

My brain stops freezing and thoughts jump out of control.

That’s when tears start falling inside and hurts transform to pain

That’s when big deep dark hole appears and sucks hope, pray, and wishes.

Half part of me missing

Half breathe of me dying

Deep diving in agony.

And I break down into pieces.

Left alone in the dark stuck in words, breathless, and fading

It is hurt…so damn freaking hurt.


I don't want to lose my Sunshine...