Sunday, January 24, 2010

Joan of Arc Inside of Me

Jakarta, 24 January 2010


I thought I had a vision, thought I heard the Voice I thought it’s only a matter of time, now it seems like time does never even exist .
Maybe my time is not yet His time, maybe my time never be His time… I don’t know.
Maybe my vision is not yet to come, maybe it will never come… I can’t tell.
I worked like a horse to make it come true, Push my self to the limit. Did the best I could do. Expect nothing but the paramount.
Now I found I’m just a
dreamer. Joan of Ark in my melodramatic thought.
Suppose I build my dream and plan on the rock, now I have to see them sinking in the sand. Nothing left behind.
I’m still holding on to my only Hope, but I’m starting to get drowning. Save me help me from my raging sea.
I’m clinging on the edge, starting to feel numb on my fingers. Relieve me from my inner fear.
Should I let it go away? Should I keep holding on?
Should I go? Should I wait?
Should I keep trying? Should I stop?
I don’t know… I don’t want to be a fool… I don’t want to die..

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