2 Kemungkinan

Jakarta, 29 September 2010

Pada saat kita bersungut-sungut dan mengeluh,hanya ada dua kemungkinan. Satu,dunia begitu jahatnya kepada kita,sehingga tak pernah sekalipun dalam hidup kita memperoleh sesuatu yang baik. Atau dua,kita menderita katarak stadium empat.

Sekarang coba pikirkan baik-baik kisah hidup kita. Pikirkan dengan cermat hal baik dan indah apa yang pernah kita lihat, alami, atau rasakan semenjak kita dilahirkan sampai hari ini. Saya percaya minimal kita akan menemukan satu. Kalau begitu kemungkinan pertama,bahwa dunia sangat kejam, gugur.

Artinya kita masuk ke dalam kemungkinan kedua,menderita katarak stadium empat.

Your Biggest Fans

Jakarta, 20 September 2010

I was there when you shattered those tears.

I was the one who wiped it off your eyes.

For a simple reason,your eyes just to beautiful for it. Your face just don't fit it.

I was standing beside the ring when you fought those battles of your life.

Encourage you to make it through.

Pushed you when you were about to give up.

Again...At Least

Jakarta, 22 July 2010-2:15 am

Again you're there in front of me,

In my dream.

And I can still feel the trembling inside

It is happiness for I can still at least see you Though you don't even smiling, not like the perfect picture of you I keep in my head.

But at least I can see you

At least there I can still speak to you

Longer than "whatever..."

The Stained Glass Masquerade Healer

Jakarta, 11 July 2010

Healer (by Michael Guglielmucci)

You hold my every moment

You calm my raging seas

You walk with me through fire

And heal all my disease

I trust in You

I trust in You

I believe You're my Healer

I believe You are all I need

I believe You're my Portion

I believe You're more than enough for me Jesus You're all I need

Nothing is impossible for You

Nothing is impossible for You

Nothing is impossible for You

You hold my world in Your hands

Around two weeks ago, my significant other told me about a song she loves so much, titled “Healer” , that was created and sung by Pastor Michael Guglielmucci who was in battle with terminal cancer for 2 years, but still did a praise and worship concert in Hillsong Conference Summer 2008. The song became an anthem of faith for believers for healing, hope, and miracles. If you hear the story and see him singing with an oxygen tube in his nose, I believe you’ll be moved by the sincerity and emotions in the concert. With the story behind the song, 2nd place in ARIA chart, and 300.000 hits on YouTube, Healer became a world wide hit.

With the purpose to give a small surprise, I downloaded the clip on YouTube. While downloading, aimlessly I moved my cursor to see the related video list and found out a shocking fact.

Shadow

Jakarta, 13 Febuary 2010

Slowly i found my self fading as you're flying away further each day.

Feeling impersonate more and more as days change.

From someone to no one from existence to extinction.i'm vanishing to the bone,becoming a shadow.

This should set my spirit free,but why am i tormented?

H.O.P.E

Jakarta, 12 February 2010

This couple months,almost a year for exact, this ultimate magnificient word named HOPE plays a big part in my diary called life.

We use this word for many times in our days. "HOPE you're fine sunshine", "keep HOPE-ing Bro", "Miracle does happen Sist (HOPE in another way of speaking)",and many more. We treat HOPE like a remedy,

Joan of Arc Inside of Me

Jakarta, 24 January 2010

I thought I had a vision, thought I heard the Voice I thought it’s only a matter of time, now it seems like time does never even exist .

Maybe my time is not yet His time, maybe my time never be His time… I don’t know.

Maybe my vision is not yet to come, maybe it will never come… I can’t tell.
I worked like a horse to make it come true, Push my self to the limit. Did the best I could do. Expect nothing but the paramount.

Now I found I’m just a